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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:00 pm | |
| I walk in front of the hidden entrance to the Room of Requirement three times, thinking the same thing, 'I need somewhere to talk to her, to explain' After I walk past the entrance the third time a door appears. I step inside and there is a fire place, a small sofa and an armchair. I go and sit on the sofa, thinking over what I want to say as I wait. I know I need to apologize, but thats not enough, I need to explain why I said what I said, and my past.
If what I said means my chance with Lily is wrecked then I don't know what I'll do, just thinking about it brings me to tears. I let a few tears escape as I sit staring into the fireplace and wait. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:24 pm | |
| I walked towards the door, just before i entered it i felt a powerful emotion, Sadness,guilt. coming from inside the room. I knew it had to be liza, But if i was to forgive her, inside whenever i looked at her i would see her family.. my family.. I walked through the door and looked down at the floor as i sat beside her. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:44 pm | |
| I know she's come into the room, and for a moment I don't say anything. I scrub my eyes with the back of my hand to stop any run away tears. "Liliy I..." I what? What can I say to explain why I did what I did or said what I said? "I'm sorry," It's not enough, not nearly enough.
"I'm not going to try and make excuses for what I said on the train, because nothing can excuse it. It was callous and heartless, like me I guess, and I can't take it back, as much as I want to."
Better, but I'm still not explaining anything. I have to say more, but what. My mind is a whirl of what I want to say.
"The thing is...well you probably know already...my family were Death Eaters, both my parents and my brother, and I was raised around that. I was brought up believing I was better than everyone because I had pure blood. My family, after they murdered yours, they told me that one day I'd have to do the same. I was raised to hate everything that wasn't pure and perfect."
I'm explaining I think, I just hope she's getting it.
"Then they died, or were murdered, and I was sent to live with my cousin Viktor. He was different and I started getting confused. His standards on everything were different."
Get to the point girl.
"On the train, I guess I was worried that by being me my parents would be ashamed of me, and Draco would hate me. But after I had the arguement with you I realised none of that mattered anymore, my parents are dead and I don't need people like Draco if they'll keep me from people that I care about, people like you."
Nearly there
"The thing is, I really like you. It goes against everything I was brought up on, but I don't care anymore. Because Lily, I feel more like me when I'm with you, then I do when I'm with me."
I fall silent, just hoping she'll understand. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:53 pm | |
| I listened intently to her words, my mind was recalling loads of memories while my body took in her emotions,Making me ache and burn inside. As i listened i was tryin to think of what i was going to say once she was finished, i started to panic and stared down at the floor.
As she finished her last sentence I turned my head to her, my red hair in my face covering my eyes. "I understand....And i forgive you.." I say recalling everything she had just said and i rulydid forgive her. even if the remark about my parents seemed unforgivable. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:56 pm | |
| I gently brush the hair away from her eyes, her beautiful eyes and give a small smile, close to tears again. "Thank you," I whisper as tears drop down my face, feeling relieved and happy and a weird feeling I don't recognise. I don't know why I'm crying, I guess its becasue she says she forgives me and I was so terrified that she wouldn't, that I'd lose her when I was just finding her... | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:59 pm | |
| I smiled weakly and wiped away the tears which fell fom her eyes. I pulled her into a tight embrace. "let just not mention that day ever." I whispered into her ear. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:02 pm | |
| I hug her tightly, clinging to her, almost afraid that this is a dream and I'm going to wake up and she'll hate me. I'm actually shaking, I'm so scared she'll change her mind. "Never again." I whisper, meaning I'll never mention the day again, and I'll never make the same mistake again. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:06 pm | |
| pull back from her and smiled. "Dont cry.. all has been forgiven.." i speak softly. and brushed back her hair. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:11 pm | |
| I close my eyes as I listen to her voice, and I open them to see her smile. I smile back at her, a soft smile. If anyone in Slytherin saw me now they'd be ashamed, and the thought makes me give a dry chuckle. I look at Lily, admiring her. Wondering how she could like me. "I'm just so scared, that this is a wonderful dream and any minute I'll wake up and you'll hate me," | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:14 pm | |
| I smiled weakly. "how could i hate a friend, and if i was to change my mind wouldnt i have done so?" I smiled an leaned back into the chair. "Liza you've been so nice to me today that it makes up for all the other days." | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:18 pm | |
| "Okay," I say softly, trying not to let her realise how the word 'friend' sent a pang of pain shooting through me. Hearing it spoken to me from her hurt a lot, I guess I wanted to be more than her friend. I desperatly try to mask my emotions from her, but I'm not sure if it's possible or not. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:21 pm | |
| I clutched hold of my chest feeling omething sting my heart, i turn to liza and knew it was coming from her, I closed my eyes and recalled my last sentence and knew what was bothering her. "Liza.. " i leaned forwards and pressed my lips against hers. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:27 pm | |
| I gasp slightly as I feel her kiss me, before relaxing into it. I guess I hadn't managed to hide my feelings, but I'm glad. I pull back for a moment, smiling widely but nervously. "Lily...I know I asked earlier in the note and all, but I'd like to ask you properly," I say quietly, my heart racing as I take hold of Lily's hands and look her in the eyes. "I well...Can I date you?" I ask, extremely nervous. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:29 pm | |
| I smiled lightly and nodded. "yes." i spoke softly. I always did have an attraction to both male and female.but never really had a relationshp with a female.. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:36 pm | |
| I smile widely, leaning forward to give Lily a soft chaste kiss before I pull away again. "Thank you," I say softly, happiness and the same strange feeling I felt earlier welling up inside. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:50 pm | |
| "No problem." I licked my lips and smiled. I then felt many emotions seeping off liza. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 1:55 pm | |
| I grin self consiously, running a hand through my hair. "So are we still on for Saturday then?" I ask, admiring the way Lily's eyes look and how her hair falls around her face. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 2:13 pm | |
| I grinned widely and nodded. "yeh! cant wait." I smiled crossed my legs upon the sofa. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 2:17 pm | |
| I find myself relaxing and smiling, "Me too, I'm looking forward to it loads. It'll be great," I say with a sly grin. I'm going to spoil her rotten and enjoy every minute of it. Anything she wants is hers. I grin widely, she's worth it. | |
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Nim
Number of posts : 149 Age : 30 Registration date : 2007-07-28
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:07 pm | |
| I smile and began o play with my hair. "So...Liza.. whats your favourite colour?" i asked trying to perk up a conversation. | |
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Liza Moderator
Number of posts : 616 Age : 30 Location : Home Registration date : 2007-07-25
| Subject: Re: Talking (Lily) Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:15 pm | |
| I smile, "Red, the deep velvety kind. What about you?" I ask, think how adorable she looks when she plays with her hair. The thought makes me giggle a little. Then I think of something else. "And whats your favorite gemstone?" | |
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